Adults

I've been an adult for quite some time.  Three years to be exact.

But this year, I feel older.

I look at the freshman and sophomores and I even feel a lot older than them.  I think about it all the time, because lately its seemed so important to think about my life and my future and my career.  And those all seem like big, adult things that should be far away - but they aren't anymore.

I guess its the way I think about things too.  I feel like I have such a more mature outlook on things than I used to, and its weird to be able to feel the difference.  In CRU, I really feel like an older leader that should be helping to guide the younger students.  And crazily, I feel like I have the knowledge and ability to do that.

It's weird growing up.  Sometimes I don't want to, but then I look at how blessed by life is and its hard not to look forward to seeing what God has in store for my future. It's just a little scary sometimes.

There's a lot more I could say about this; alas, my adult self must be responsible and go to class...